Corrupted with Devil's key!

Wat's Cookin Doc?

2005-11-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

after for so loooooongggg for not bloggin, as u might know...im stil so 'cookin up' wit my restaurant stuff n etc. everyday on the run...cash flowing in & out too...:P....up & down...left & right till my mind is so 'bloated' with all these thingy....unable to sleep in peace...mind still workin even ur awake or asleep...its not an ezi task my dear....i know...to handle a biz...its not an itsy bitsy job...gawd!
but thinking det ive chosen this path as my career...i wil handle it with guts...support from my dad,my dia and my chosen buddies around me...ur the besT boys n gurls!

haiyahh....sumtimes u juz kept working n working til u dun even the word 'hunger'....
juz havto get the work done...asap! without any hassle in the other end....
bahhh...burden after burden...no choice...but tryin to get over it ...or even covering it with other solutions....creative minded is needed here....importantly....

after work?
well...best wud be a hot shower....slippin on my faded pajamas...accompanied by my dia...along with some PS2 games...blasting the tv....
in an air con room...till the nex morn....n doze off...~

Good night Sweeties~

Advent Children

2005-10-31T19:07:00.000+08:00

Advent Children....
im total speechless when i 1st saw it....

its a total home-grown Original from Square Enix...
its Darn Cool from every aspects....esp. the advanced graphical elements
its characterS....a total satisfaction for every individuals
its vocal lip sync...exact speaking of tune in japanese
its storyline....a truly in-depth of research
its music....simply heavenly intrumentally created

conclusion....A MUST WATCH FOR F.F FANS!!

Fixed charges

2005-10-29T12:15:00.000+08:00

great deal great choice!

HOTPOT BBQ STEAMBOAT @ D'sara Perdana is gonna charge per pax for RM20 nett for now n ahead...
*drinks Xcluded*

Child above 7 yrs- RM10 nett

DELICIOUS ICE CREAM ON THE HOUSE!!!!

okies dets all for now...wil be back for more promotions!

Mind Blowing C-son

2005-10-24T02:37:00.000+08:00

2 weeks has passed in juz a blinked of eye....some things are stil staying fresh in my mind...til the day hotpot opens...its been a spectacular experience for me venturing in something which im not familiar with....sumting new..sumting fresh...regards fr my previous line...

i know im lucki to hav the ownage to start my own biz in sucha age...eventually it makes my dad proud! which its true...
but there r some people whois xperiencing some slight changes in their parenting mentality manners...
some people they juz dont realised det the fact is up upon their face...eventho u flip flop the other side of it...it wil flips back to its original surface....
by doin so...it creates some discomfort heartache within myself...n my other soul...
juz dont understand...c'mon...
furthermore...the main characters of the game cant be the backdrop members afterall...
sigh, u cant hav the whole wide world with u when u cant hav it all...
hope it wont last...the way it is now...

2ndly...
siblings are sucha burden to me now....now or after...it wont change...
i wudnt imagine if a tiny weighing scale carries tonnes of weight on top of it...expect the unexpectable result..KABOOM!
yet, i hav to bear n bear the weight in me....till the right time arrives...which i dont know when exactly it is...
all i hav to do is ..wait n suffer!
feelings which has buried inside me...cant be explain anymore...nor express out in a correctly manner...so don't push me anymore or even ASKING me to do something which is totaaly irrelevant without any reasons!
i hav my own reasons for doin or not doin so....
by being the eldest...doesnt mean i hav to bear all the responsibility to compile all the TNTs without exploding...
doesnt mean without parents teachings...a seed cant grow by its own...its nature given...ur a human...
i cant be the guidance by ur side without any appreciation needs...
its a total blind for me to accept watever i hav to take n giv in....
somethings cant be mend even if we shared the same blood in us....
its imppopsible for this world to hav peace unless all human beings r deaD!!!!
yet i dun even know whether there's any angel of light to be shone on me...
n yes i know...by certain time...all of the animals colony hav to be separated...
either eaten by larger animals...or die of hunger.....

sometimes having a blog..its gd for me to rant on...rather than keepin inside heart till it burns..
certain things ive expressed out ...hard to understand but yet...i know wat im blogging bout...most importantly
i know there's a very tough road ahead of me...
yet i know im not alone....
everyone' s having their own probs to solve on...
cant be comparing wit one another...theres no time for it...
bsides...i cant be sulking all over these matters when u know theres more to come..
y not get over it quickly...n let it go...
im alwiz telling myself det im lucky..real lucky...in anyhow i am now!....eventho ive lost certain volume of ingredients in life...yet im getting myself a new recipe...for a very brand new day!

Rain or Shine

2005-10-16T00:43:00.000+08:00

for the 1st week, biz considered not too bad...profitable week i guess...ehehe, most of em were 1st time customers who knew bout bbq steamboat style...which includes higher class malays...n they r the most likable customers among others...comparing with chinese especially...uncles & aunties....gosh

there r 1001 diff kinds of ppl around...yet we met one the worst...demands too much...complains which make no sense...egoistic...one word describes all....TERRIBLE! wudn't like repeat the incident agin...
anyhow, customers alwiz right!
dets the principle...cant change it....

afterall, im glad det hotpot bbq existed within my career...i mean, i cant work for ppl...as in working under somebody...maybe im a self-demanding staff...i dunoo..
i've worked in an advertising firm..worked like shit day n nite...without fail...n got $1k++ per-month...my sweat doesnt worth det much only right...
im not insulting or making fuss bout other white collars out there...im juz xpressing due to my experiences in the corporate world...sick of it!

being a sagittarius, freedom is my word! im not used being tied down in whenever i do...esp when comes into '$$$'
selfish maybe..ahahahaha....
dets y...graphic designer is juz an additional advantage for me in career...not the major one tho...cant imagine working as a 'slave' for the rest of my life...therefore i chose business...in the making..ahaha

its best u can get a flexible job in ur life...most importantly...u must love the job...
ive been sulking e-v-e-r-y-day b4 i go to work when im in the ad firm....wishing the time to pass faster...its not the way girl....change it b4 it turns sour...(yea i did) phew...

being in the f&b world...its great to see the customers walking out ur shop smiling...!
satisfaction! it fills....
well...theres still much room for improvement....but i believe it wil stand strong on my backbone....

when tis succeed, we shall plan for sumting new...venturing into others biz world...erm maybe entertainment...??! cool...yeah dets another mission of ours ....

ciao

9th OCt 05 (Special special date)

2005-10-11T03:22:00.000+08:00

im so so glad det the opening went very smooth, juz felt dam tired!! couldnt eat much yest due to the crowd! gdness! but im reli happi seeing the packed situation in my restaurant....it wuz a gd sign for a gd start! anywayz thx for the peeps who came to hotpot....my darls...liz & yiv...william, munfye + chzehong! thx lots ! i shall alwiz welcome u guys anytime kayz heehhe...kam sa hamida!

today's biz not bad....for monday..i couldnt expect much but stil...it turned out not bad! suprisingly! im happi agin!

i wont hav much time to blog anymore since hotpot is running now..at the moment im not taking any offday...til the time is right...therefore darlz, sori ar if cant spare more time wit u all...sigh...lunchie shud be ok...hehe

heres some pix las nite! awesome! ( couldnt take wit my dia, cuz he's darn bz...hehe)
( liz ur xtremely sexy wit ur dressings man!! lov it so much! slurp!! haha...)
( yiv ur sweet wit ur black&white top along wit the ribbons on ur bag...hehe..)

* thx so much gals, 4 dressing up so nice specially for me...oops no...hotpot...ahahha thx 4 ur attendance esp...and of cos the 2 bottles of wine...)

Official attire >:)

2005-10-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

oooooo, sumone is being so dearly (liz) to ease my headache for thinking too much on the opening attire...n now! tadah! ive decided to wear a peach coloured corduroy jacket, along wit lacey white spag n a pair of casual jeans!! perfect combinations for a professional+casual look!

more mushroom for u liz!!! yumyum! hehe

cos u see, i cant put myself on a dressy attire, aint hotel, aint posh restaurant....furthermore my workers r delayed fr myanmmar...i hav to put my hands on certain things.....dets y!!!

attached wit a ref: on how my attire wil looks like...
note det my jacket wil be in peach n corduroy!

*minus the scarf pls*

HotPot Opening

2005-10-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

hotpot bbq steamboat's official opening is confirmed on the 9th OCt 05....this coming Sunday...my feeling? excited yet nervous...cos i'll b inviting quite a no. of ppl to attend...so dets y within tis week...i'll hav lotsa preparations to settle b4 the big day...no mistakes pls...ive listed few special invitations for hotpot....they r entitled for FREE food on det particular day...vip lar...my 2 girls...u guys r in! hehe
but for the 1st mth, everyone is entitled for...20 bucks per pax! good deal eat as much as want kayz! pls come!

after for quite some time of lililalalilila....hotpot is finally opening...time flies...real fast...im getting wiser eachday...getting to know the biz world day by day...being a restauranteur is the base of my planning in career...i tend to choose the career which satisfy the customers...as far as i know...f & b is great for making $$...dets y setting up the hotpot works for me...yet not much handling needed...juz preparations...we dun need a chef...i dun tink i wud be able to handle biG restaurants which consists of cooking...im not good in it..ahahah

my wish for the year? dec is arriving soon...n i'll be 21 hahaha...i hope hotpot wil be successful in a year time...n then further up with franchising...n tralalllalaa.....hahaha

my nex mission??nyek nyek...thinking of opening a newly conceptual makeup salon...covering latest makeup, makeup products & manicure...i might travel to japan or korea to import the products n ideas on the latest fashion on makeup...target audience...teens,young adults...range..juz focusing on makeups...n not facials scope...aiyah stil pending la....long way to go still...ehehe

previous mission? petshop! hehe ive tot of opening one but after surveying n all...its hard to handle...real hard...to get the publicity n all...needs lotsa capital too...yet risky...taking care of new pups arent ezi...as u tink...imagine every morn u walk into the ur shop...more than 20 dogs u hav to mendle for every each day...too taxing..sorri OUT!

for time being...dets all for nw...cant wish for much...greed can cause great loss...maybe when i grow older..i might change the views of my perceptions...see how it goes...tra la la~

nex nex mission? travel around the world...not all lar...juz certain countries i love...

-MISSION ACTIVATED-

untitled...

2005-09-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

sumtimes ive been wondering whether my dad do reli understands me...as in...altho im his lil girl but yet....im reaching the age of an adulthood d...im alredi starting my own biz, im not relying on my parents anymore since over the past few years....ive been the woman of the house taking care of every details at home...juz like one housewife which ive nvr been complaining doin it...BUT sumtimes i hav yet to ask advices from him 1st b4 deciding on things...i mean its not fair for me...im the eldest of the family, he knows det....n im wit my guy for about 4 years...yet he's stil worrying much cos he's alwiz outstation n all.....he has to know det im not alone!!! all the while im wit him...24/7...we stayed together...under one roof...we work together in biz...we enjoy life 2gether...im wit him more than im wit my parents b4...yet hes stil worrying....yes i dun blame him for the worries...juz sumtimes i dun like being treated as a small gurl...i know he loves me alot....in a way...i juz cant take it if anyone treats me like im a young taD!! well i cant be childish n get angry over my dad...i did xplained to him overall...asking him to let go the 'worry' word in his mind...det im no more his previous lil small girl who keeps quiet n doesnt sound out even if im on the wrong side....ive changed!! i tink my dad is the last person to know cos hes alwiz away fr home...anyhow, he got wat i mean n he agrees to me det he wont worry much anymore n hes glad det ive told him frankly over my feelings inside...he trusts me for wat i am now..im 21!! yay!!!
i reli reli reli wanna show him det im an adult...dets y i need to work hard on my biz along wit my dia...a real impression of my trueself....no matter wut, he my only dad around...my oni single parent left...i wil treasure him til the end... >:)

nex topic wil be on my baby jazzy.....now my dia is treating her like a 2nd wife to him..gosh...but its gd to know det ur guy appreciate things more by observing all these lil details in life....
n yes...he cant wait for tomoro....its a all JaZz Club Convoy!!!! around 80 jazzez around pj n klang valley will be attending the convoy....i hav yet seen all these gatherings...cool!
by then...we wil be meeting lotsa new faces...getting to know eachother...n part of biz, gonna spread the news around muahahahahahahaha on the opening of hotpot...word of mouth is important in publicity marketing...tis im sure...
wil hav the updates for tomoro's event...look out for the pix!

o yea, after for so long i hav yet upload my beebee's pix...ive took few shots of him the other day n its hard 4him to stay stilll....gosh...n now hes infested wit KUtuS!!!!! eeeeeewwww dam gross k...they appeared like a tiny round mole on the skin...but whenever u touch it...the leggy will appeaR all wiggling...yuck!!!! dets y i took some clamping utensils to grab them rather than my bare hands...hahahaa...i love to flatten em wheenver i caught one...it makes some 'tak' sound n the dried blood wil splattered...muahaha...the fact is...they grow dam freakin fast...in 1-2 days it wil grow almost like a baby cockcroach size!! bcos of all the blood sucking..poor beebee!...but now its all cleaREd!!
heres my chubby...patty...notty...cheeky.. boyish...smarty....cutie....sakai BEEBEE!!!!!~~~~~~~
*aiksz got problem uploading la...gdness...nvm nvm wil upload the nex day*
ccccc uuuuu peeeps!~

angel & devil

2005-09-25T01:34:00.000+08:00

sumtimes...there r too many things piling up my brains...til i cant decide my final answer for each question to be replied...gives me headache n uneasy feelings inside me...esp when comes into sensitive issue...im alwiz liking to be the listener as well as the advisor...i love sharing my feelings out wit other ppl who reli shares the same perception as me...theres one angel n devil in me...sumtimes they fight to win over the decision which i ought to be made...actually these r juz my instincts...which i tink they r correct most of the time...im confident of myself n my thoughts...tis has made me changed over the past few years....im not the old me anymore..most of the ppl who has known me for long..they shd know well...became a better or worse, i dun bother...bout ppl's view towards me..the me inside myself is the important subject overall...quite a no. of ppl ive seen...they tend not to be themselves anymore when confronting certain situation...which i tink dets not the way to carry themselves...but yet...if i wud to advise or comment more...some ppl might not take it...so its better to zip up our mouth than toking too much...
when i grow older...i agree det ive been wiser...not ageing lar...yet i stil hav much to learn...most of the time being...im reli satisfied wit myself...all comes in one whole set of relevant packaging...but of cos we tend to face some slight or massive probs once a while...yet i wanna focus in one thing here...frenship!
when im young...i believe in frenship is 4ever...when im in my teens...i believe there r best frens n all...when i reach twenties now..i believe these r all bullshits....its the facts...ive gone thru all these than other ppl hav...esp when comes into frenship issue...sumtimes ive been wondering wat hav i been wrong all these years til one by one is leaving away their ships in me...of all sudden...the ships wil be wrecked juz like det? but im strong to myself det i trust det ive done ntg wrong at all! yet i doesnt wan to sound out due to the 'considerate' word which lies in my heart...not to say im mad or dissapointed but yeS! indEEd...im reli angry at times n sad...juz hav to face it...honestly...i didnt hav many close frens now...maybe 1 or 2...i duno...its not my choice to say...i wil juz leave it to the angel in me...haha...even my dad's most trusted fren for almost more than 20 years has betrayed him...not to say im mean...but yet..its hard to trust ppl nowadays...sumtimes a devil in me appears..i cant help it but to listen...maybe i juz wanna let out my views in me towards frenship...ive kept in me for quite sometime yet doesnt find the right time to blurt it out...im not ashamed of myself to tell out how mani closefrens ive actually got...less than 2, not more than 2...haha it might decrease...i can sense it..but i dun mind..cos i hav the bestest fren wit me 24/7...n of cos my love as well...great combination huh
but i yet to know det i wil meet more ppl as i grow...as i work for my career...i hav to be a person with lotsa positive qualities to mend with...to the extend...i wil sound out the way i am..most importantly...im happi im attached wit the right person, right future in-laws,right career, right dad!
sumtimes when i see amongst the ppl i see...they hav many great frens all around...yet r all of them true?? i doubt it...yeshhh definately...wont be 100% pure..impossible...i believe frens tend to be 'one way road'....as u go over them...theres no U-turn...juz straight n go...cheating r exceptional...but rare...accept it lar...carmen! yeah i did!
cant help it as u review bak wat u hav done wit ur frens all...u might feel a lil stab in ur heart...as if they caRE??? not at all..not even a tot of it...i believe...dets y im getting slightlier serious nowadays...maybe the way i see peoples true face too observant? too deep? ahhh juz close one eye wil do...even in talks...we hav to lie to make our frens happi...but wats the pt? its not true...accept it...it wont last long...for me...

Tension-nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2005-09-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

my diaaaaa is backkkkkkkkkkk yet my dad gav me a suprise too....he came home without telling all of us hahahhaha cheeky dad!! oh i noticed his fav word is 'sakai'! hahaha....esp when he sees inconsiderate drivers on the road...awww went for a short trip to seremban makan-makan n jalan-jalan...while my dias on the passenger seat...both of em wil be like Sakai ar!!! SAkaI!!!!there Sakai!!!....jiooo funny lar..hehe

buT there r few things tat get on my nerves!!! esp the msian people who r serves! gosh
1st- Seremban OCBC bank guard

im suppose to bank in a cheque for my dad...a quick deposit...so im kinda...tight in my bladder feel like goin to the ladies....then i asked the guard...walking towards him eye contact wit him but he purposely look elsewhere pretending not to notice me at all....WTF??!!! nvm...so i juz asked him politely on the toilet's location...he wuz weird! he put his palm on his mouth and his cock eyes wuz moving elsewhere...so he juz shook his head n pointed me to the CUSTOMER SERVICE!! oh my gosh...lagi WTF?!!!!! i asked u for the toilet....u pointed me to the customer service for wat FUX?!!!!!!!
so i juz walked away giving him one kind of look....yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

2nd- came bak town....its lunch time...heavy pouring rain...felt like taking some sashimi sushi so we headed to D'sara Perdana The Place...jap restaurant...called Umaiya...ok ive been a regular there..the food wuz great all the while until today!!! we went for a late lunch n the shop is kinda expecting to close...therefore..those waitresses wuz so eager to clean up da table...cos wanna 'sau tong' d..they even took our food without asking n which stil contained food.!!!! wat a RUDE MANNER!! then took one of my sis's chawanmushi without us noticing...dia wuz so tulan n spoke to them loudly...to recorrect ur manner serving as a waitress!!

3rd-we went out straight after lunch...cos i wuz eyeing on tis black top in one of the boutique...then there wuz tis BLARDY NERD sitting down on the stairs...staring at our view for no. of times.....yet walking around alone...aimlessly...staring at us non stop!!! i tink hes mentally ill....but i tink hes staring at my dia more...duno y...bloody gay maybe...yet giving some kinda lame wanna 'tah kau' face.....hahahahahhahaha as if we stole his gf like det....gdness
in the end...he ciao...without a flash...sucha chicken...

4th- wuz plannin to get the fish pellets...in tMn megah...so got 2 large packets...waited in front of the cashier for quite some time...yet stil no one to serve us...there wuz few workers there..walking around...posingly n toking kok to one another yet doesnt notice us....blind AR!!!!!!!!! i wuz darn frusrated stormed to them n asked them for a cashier!!!!!!!! loudly....everyone wuz lookin at me...then i threw my CC on the table yet the system is out..!!!! then my dia gotta pay for it ....ive no cash laaaaaaaaa

5th- wuz reading tis jpj forum on banning HID....sucks man!! those morons doesnt know anything bout it yet wanna ban it blindly....wanna cari makan also find a better xcuse larr....aihhhhh be those beggars bettter....pretend as orang sakai bettterrrr....i wil at least giv u a penny......pui!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wil stil support hid....no matter wut...i dun giv dam care on the spot checks or wutsoever....juz giv some of ur lui to those so called beggars wil do the job...

6th- i dun understand y sum ppl likes to force n bugs ppl on certain things det they can actually handle themselves...yet sounds so desperate n so eagerrrr to get sumone to be in the same shoes as u while its not the right situation?!!!! oh my....well doesnt matter but...asking for more???????????!!!!!! reli wTFFFFF?!!!!!
i wont able to stand tis kinda ppl...but..wil giv em some face...if they push too much agin..even not to myself...i wont bother to giv u another nice face of mine but the ugly side of me.....sucks man

7th- people=shit

gonna relax myself in the cinema later...flight plan....hav a nice flight!!

Old Fashion eyeWear....

2005-09-18T17:15:00.000+08:00

im crazi over vintage glasses....everywhere i go...i wud eye for those glasses...yet its cheap!!! everywhere in the local market's price....less than 20 bucks..u cud get a pair....eventho ciplak but nice lar....who cares bout the branding...hahaha...oh i have 4 of em!! all in diff colours n designs to match my attire every single day...hahaha sounds like im a celebrity...Konon!! o yah my darl liz is crazy over them as well...she kept mentioning to me det she wil get 2 pairs one shot...soon enough..ahahaha...ta daH!!!!!!! my tU nU sPiakS!~~ tra la la la.......~~

o yeahhh not forgetting my dia is coming back TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! hes gonna reach msia bout 9pm plus...AWww miss miss him so much...along wit my TreassssureSSS...muahahaha....

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL PEEPS!!!

moRe treasures in 2 days.....

2005-09-16T20:31:00.000+08:00

i'll be getting 'treasures' fr my dia in 2 days time...wooohoooooo.....i cant wait for him to be back home...waited for him so dearly...for 2 weeks....gosh, my endurance aint det good...esp in tis kinda stuff...juz felt det these period of time takes very lonnnnnng to reach its target point...teehee....anywayz we will be celebrating mooncake festival on det night as well...gonna take lanterns n light up the night sky above us!! when i wuz small...i love playing candles...during the festival...dun reli fond of those musical lanterns tho...prefer the traditional ones which uses the candle at the base...there wuz tis time...i collected all the dried leaves and grass to be burn under the lit candles...creating my very own *masak-masak*....worse still...my cousins used to catch all the live toads around n burn em all!!!! but 1st, those toads will be pierced thru wit some woody sticks....*ALIVE* n treating like a bbq session....oh gross...well tat wuz the old times tho...haha...wats important to me now...det i wil be able to celebrate all the festivals they hav.. along wit the person i loved most....dets the happiest moment i wil definately enjoy n forget not....muax!

Brown ---> Black

2005-09-14T20:02:00.000+08:00

at las ive changed my hair color from my usual visible copper shades to blue black!!! its been years det im alwiz in the lighter hair colour....haiyah i juz like to experimenting colours on my head but not shocking colours of cos...siow mehh!!?hair colour does change a person's outlook n the skin colour as well...usually a fair person looks good on almost any colour....but if its very dark...better stick to darker shades as light colour wont accentuates ur features at all...yet makes u look 'charn'...but wit lil makeup wil do the magic tho...anywayz wit my new colour, i know i look healthier lar...*my dia commented..muahahaa...lufluf* >:)

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Till death do us part

2005-09-13T15:20:00.001+08:00

watched an 'outdated' korean movie the other day...in the office's pc haha...it wuz a funny, yet sad love story...forgot the title...bout a policewoman who met her soul mate by mistaken a guy who tot wuz the thief...then the story continues...dets when til death parts them...the guy's karma wasnt very good...been telling her det when hes dead, he'll be the breeze in the air whenever hes around her...n yes...he is deAd! almost twice...2nd time hes gone....u wud imagine how the gurl react by then....good actress...Jeon Ji-Hyun...she wuz so distressed living without him n succumbs into committing suicide...no. of times....but her 'time' hasnt reach...shes not dead...in any how...N til the 49th days...his soul came back as the breeze and whispered her the last goodbye ever...tellin her not to be sad without him but be happi cos she'll be meeting someone who shares the same soul...in the end...she met 'him' ( another guy ) in the tram station...well im actually holding back my tears cus im at the officE!! haha...dia we must 2gether mus watch tis...when ur back k! luf luf!
the other day, i wuz toking wit my dia bout a persons karma in life...in buddhism we believe in karma...which means wat u did in the past life, u'll pay back in tis life...dets the fate...cant be corrected nor change...sumhow u wudnt know anything bout ur past life but....ur suppose to do good therefore u wont suffer in ur nex life agin...its a reincarnation process...in short...if u hav to die within a time...u havto! juz like the korean show...he suppose to die for the 1st try but kena saved...2nd time...hes gone...some cases might be worse...u cant die...but u hav to suffer lots...unimaginable..its scary when u tink bout death but everyones gonna leave tis world no matter wut..its part of the routine u can say...but u juz wudnt know how.where.when ur gonna die...as for me...ive learnt to treasure every moment we hav...time we hav...n every single second is a blessing to u...n learn to look forward every single day...sumtimes think too far might led to dissapointment...but i juz i cant stop thinking far tho...haha...one gloomy thing is alwiz in my mind...i dunwanna die alone or die after my husband...i juz wanna die together...hehe...i dun know if i can be strong enough to see such scenes...esp when we're old...juz wanna leave the world in peace *together*...dets the best death...

A rush of blood to the head

2005-09-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

im getting sick of drivin msian roads...n meeting inconsiderate coconut head drivers all around...not to mention det ive drove for almost 4 years...im unsure whether i can tolerate such bizzarre feelings on the road agin..sheshh!! mostly the coconut heads fall on the category; 'tudung' fellas, auntieS, 4-eyes uncles & geeks, T-age & mid adult ladies...hmm seems like almost everyone huh...haha...bsides, uncles & aunties generation usually drive some kinda BIG & huge vehicles det usually blocked whole of my front view when they dun realised they drive like a tortoise...takin their own sweet time...Oi!! ur grandfathers road aR?? oh not forgetting P license drivers drive recklessly nowadays..they speed like nobody business and banging everyones backside...giving lame excuses...'Sorry, no money'!! do u guys realise det motorists are getting annoying each day...juz like flies...aiming in & outta nowherE? sigh, im not reli a good driver on the road but at least im considerate enough in everything i do...those coconuts are way getting 'thicker' each time they get spanked for the juices! im a diff person when i drive...not forgetting u peeps too? aye?

nex topic wil be shopping! haha...my usual topic to release stress no matter wat...im eyeing on the Victoria's Secret fashion attire every now n then...but u wont able to get em here...xcluding the lingerie...dets all...sigh!! my dear aliz wuz the one influenced me on det particular brand...its a FaB brand for women's wear fr top to toe under one roof!! juz get to view fr the official webbie tho...http://www2.victoriassecret.com/
im goona get few of the similiar clothing which currently not occupying my closet...yet another fashion hunt starts!

- some batwing kimono top...kinda love the florals element on a top...it makes a fresh change in ur attire...juz wear it wit a simple washout jeans wud b great enough ------>

<----- tis unusual sophisticated top in a way not so baring
but a well shaped cleavage makes a great point here...>:)

im juz loving all the shoulder tops which shows
off the sexy shoulders n collarbone...my fav
parts of a woman's body --------->

<------- oooo so womanly sense of dressing yet looking oh so fashionable!
cant resist the lovely knee high boots & the loose type cropped pants...
perrrrfect combination!

sweet looking boho style dress wit tinge of petals
& leaves...leaving a cute yet decent look....the
length is juz right...goes well wit boots too! >:)

<------ lovely colour along wit some sexiness in tis

special designed 2-piece swimsuit! i have not

seen tis kinda material used in swimsuits selling

in local stores... see thru yet water resistance!

u see it? u dun see it..! awesome...

Role Playing Game Freak!!

2005-09-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

im juz a girl...who loves to stay put in front of my ps2 console n blasting off my tv with all my RPGs!! i can darely say for the whole full day n of cos important stuff are exceptional..ive been playing electronic game devices since i've owned the bulky micro genius console...when im stil a tiny lil gurl who loves Mario aloT!! then there goes the nintendo gameboy classic & colour, Sega,X-Box, Playstation 1 & recently Playstation 2~ n yet Playstation 3 is coming up very soon. Cool! i remember the 1st RPG ive played is (SquareSoft)Final Fantasy Series...which made me attached to em til now(Square Enix)...n of cos every single RPGs out there...i sapu all whenever they're released in msia. i do hav my own collection of those discs including the soundtracks of every FF series..haha...all are my fav!! i cant reli defy y am i so attached to RPG but i'll juz briefly pick out some relevant points here...oh not forgetting my dia too...he shares my passion on gaming, yet hes more into every kinda games....esp online games...>:)

IMPORTANT POINTS:

1. im A BIG fan of fantasy games...
2. i love straining my eyes enjoying the evolution of 3D art
3. i love the storyline n characters in every single race
4. i love to FIGHT..ahaha..
5. i love MAGIC n SPELLS
6. i love cracking out my brains to solve puzzle,tricks, mystery n etc.
7. i juz love love love RPGs...!
8. More to be explained.....

Now, im currently playing Dark CLoud 2...*not the latest game tho* but im so eager to get FINAL FANTASY XII very very soon. argh! its makin my neck longer each day waiting for its releasing date in msia! ive researched the official webbie (in jap) found out the characters are so dam COOOLLLLL!!! Check it out!~

Current W~a~V~e~

2005-09-09T00:36:00.000+08:00

im rushing for my appointment with the restaurant's interior designing proposal so dearly...n there goes something BAD!!! my other car's alarm sent me the havoc!! 1stly, the remote is not working anymore...therefore as usual i wud use the keys instead...but today...SOT KEI alredi!! the car is so small yet the alarm is yet so darn LOUD! 2ndly, its an old car...got fixed no. of times...3rdly, im bad in car mechanically....i cant find the button to stop tat dam alarm!! 4thly, my DIA is not here wit me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tis is headache!! i cant find any other solution n the alarm is irritating my neighbourhood....i even swear tonnes of times in front lookin like an idiot...stunned! for quite some time, one of my neighbour which ive never meet her b4, came out n taught me how to off the alarm but since the button is darn tiny...we cant seem to find it....she decided to pluck off the wire which connects between the alarm system n the batt...now the dam alarm is shut! but the car is stucked! well, there goes my other car....>:(
aih i realised det i wont able to live securely without my dia....i realised i need to rely on him...much! ouch det bites me! but hey...im not all weak kayz...certain things lar...mostly im alredi used doing things 2gether wit him...dets y...hehe

o heyy, the other day i passed by body glove...having some promo for polo T's...do decided to get a few for my official 'uniform' haha! got 3 diff shades det reflects the HOTPOT's color scheme...which: beige,yellow,orange
the guys are goin to wear some Batik shirts...hehe...sumhow reminds me of MingTien....

and here's one of my unsolved solution, my kitties! i wont be able to keep em anymore...i got too many pets now...n yet my dad told me to get rid of em...asap...n i realised i need to take xtra Xtra special care for my dogs since bam's incident...it reli scares me...even tho i did took care of em well...lotsa things to b considered...like changing the brand of the food...feeding schedule & habit...feedin materials....vet schedule...weight management...bla bla...but its my responsibility as a 'mummy' to em...ehehe
ok heres one favor i need u guys to help on...anyone willing to take care of my kittieS? or anyone recommended? pls...if not they wil be send to Paws soon...sigh sigh! here some pix! thx peeps! (they r rare cuz 50% smaller than normal adult cat...they r fully grown) *bonus- they get along wit dogs*

eRm...

2005-09-06T18:39:00.000+08:00

ohhh bambam is gettin slightly better than yest...hes able to walk around and munch a lil on his kibbles..im so glad!! later on i wil put my own hands on bambam's fav chic cubes!! hey...walked off my feet at 1U to get those fresh meat...unfortunately the WHOLE jusco is closED for stocking purposes...hit hard to giant then...yumyum...im sure bambam wil love it...not forgetting beebee too...i got ur fav CESAR for dinner too...:))
while on my way to feed dias plants, he called me!!!!!! yay!!! im so darn happi to hear his voice...i dun bother anythin else but my driving...still on the line wit him tho...ahahaha...well he planned to get sum sort of low ankled boots for meeee!!! cuz i dun hav any short ones...gav him some rough picture how does it look like...muahahahaaaa....but kinda furry in n out...i dun mind! i love furs...not REAL furs kay?~ muax dia!!! ur the sweetest!! oh he got me a pony too!!! which u wont be able to find it locally...it has lollipop on its head hahahaa....yeay my girls...he got us all nachos and lotsa cream cheese dip!! be sure to get fat lor...hehe
here the shoes im longing for...fr victoria secret *ref: from aliz* juz similiar type or even any kinda boots wil juz make a BIGGGG grin on my face day til night....muahahaa

bamBam is SiCK!!

2005-09-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

my poor bambam is sickkkk!!!! he wuz down wit wet stool and vomitting ler...took him to the vet at tmn megah, didnt reli xplained to me wat happened but juz curiously telling me to take him back another day for x-raY?! WAT? so serious meh??? i noticed all of the doctors r under training...all young young kuci kumai one....kinda underestimating their experience n capabality now...so, took a jap n some deworming syrup...n im stil worrying!!!! even tho the wetty has stopped along wit the vomitting BUT he's stil weak and not eating...!! so so so sad seeing him lying down helplessly...i shall observe him another day, if hes still in this same condition i'll take him to another vet...since i rmb yiva has been telling me bout the tmn megah hospitality aint det good...argh!! but its convenient lar...nearby moreover i take my dogs for yearly vaccination over there...nvm nvm bambam be strong kayz!!! u wil be ok!! *comforting myself* aihhh.......

2 days countin....

2005-09-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

its been 2 days d...im counting every single day til the day he reached kl....gagaga...ive figured out 'sumting' for him too...its some small gift lar...hehehe shhhh secret...in a way can fill up my time more....
for whole 2 weeks, ive got some office work to be done within...i'll be 'woman' in the office ifor the meantime being...hahaha....besides every evening im instructed to feed dia's mum bloved plants at home...i'll in charged for 2 homes....wooo it keeps me occupied...goood good...
ahhhhh ntg much to blog tho, dun reli hav the mood for writing now...wanna continue chatting wit my dia d...

Missing him

2005-09-03T08:01:00.000+08:00

i'll be in a blue blue mood for the whole 2 weeks...when hes off to aussie today...Grrr...juz sent him off while im holding back myself invisiblity...hah but its ok...he promised he gonna calls whenever he got the chance..well i know he'll fight for it ...ahaha...i wil definately heads to liz' home for some webbiecam session wit him...soon enough..i dun hav any webcam tho...las nite we've discussed on wat souvenir ive wanted...so i sed...maybe a baby penguin plush?! hint hint* hes goin over philip island for 3 days anyway...oh lil penguins all around...anywayz it dun reli matters on the souvenirs part...i'll juz hope he'll be back asap...while the 2 weeks wil be soon far gone....

Fairies' Lurve

2005-09-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

im sucha dolly!!! oh gosh, yesh in my previous post i hav declared det im reli reli one of a fantasied person...VERY tho...when comes to fairies! ive spent off my purse on 2 lovely FairyTopia Edition Barbie Dolls!!!!! hahaha juz an interest for myself...i dun play it tho...but u'll see me combing their hair quite often...*grins*...wow my dia doesnt blame me for being a Dolls/Toys freako...he encouraged me so...rather than spendin on clothes wor...(i dun agree tis)hehe ...wanna elaborate more on the barbies....both of em hav diff designs of costume n hair....both equally hav wings...one in pink while the other one in blueeee....my fav! the pink one slightly more expensive cuz of the WingS!! it can be light up! sucha beauty! while the blue one has bigger wingS which can be flap by pressing a button....hahaha...*shyshy*
oh besides i got myself another baby eeyore!! wit some ruffy furs!kewttttt....ahhh i guess u peeps kinda guess wat kinda ideal presents to get for me...every year...jkjk...well ive been tellin my dia det ill start collecting fairies thingy fr now on...so ill able to shift em back into our future home...a specially custom made glass shelf juz to put my lil fairies!!! one of my dreams....dreams dreams dreams~ oh besides *fluttering eyelashes* im alwiz imagining myself in a 'Fantasy Concept Wedding Ball'!! haahaha....well i'll try to make an effort for it...ahhh dreams dreams dreams~

tis barbie is in purple....but mine wuz blue...juz a closer view yeah...mine prettier lots!

tis is my newly bought barbie *Joybelle*...cant find a bigger pix tho...in my fav shade!!!!!Fairyby Micha F. Lindemans

The original fairies, or faeries, bestowed gifts upon newborn children, such as beauty, wealth and kindness. In the subsequent centuries they continued this original function, but expanded their activities into other types of meddling in human affairs.
Fairies can only be seen clearly by animals and seldom by humans, although if one is fortunate enough, one might catch a fleeting glimpse. There are a few exceptions however. The first is when fairies use their power (known as 'glamour') to enable a human to see them. Also, during a full moon on Midsummer Eve a mortal witness fairy dances or celebrations. And finally, by looking through a self-bored stone (a stone in which a hole has been made by tumbling in the waters of a brook; not found on a beach) one can see fairies distinctly.
The rulers of the race of fairies are Queen Titania and her consort Prince Oberon, their court being in the vicinity of Stratford-on-Avon. Other synonyms and euphemisms for fairies are: the Little People, the Green Men, the Good Folk and the Lordly Ones.
The name is probably a combination of the words fae "friend" and eire "green." So Faerie means "Green Friend."

December Pony

2005-08-31T17:00:00.000+08:00

hahaaa im so happee det ive unpacked all my ponies fr their packaging las nite...combed thru their lovely colourful lonnnng mane...gracefully placed among eachother in a colony....enjoying every glance of my lil ponies....inhaling every scent they hav thru the airy room...fantastic! hehehe even my dia wuz amazed by their beauty in each pony...hahahaha im sooooo crazie over em now....i WANT to get moreeee.....moreeeeeee.....i even signed up at their webbie to get latest events n promo updates...muahahaha...i can even rmb all their names right now...nyek

Strawberry Reef
Strawberry Swirl
Seaspray
Fair Weather
Rainbow Swirl
Coconut Grove
Apple Spice
Star Dasher

*the shades indicates the colour of each pony

yea i browsed thru the webbie n found out my very own bday December pony...eheheheh sumhow kinda similiar to my fav colour base....lov it...wud definately grab all of the bday ponies!!!!!!!!!! each for my darls if i manage to seek out very soon yah....lamlam!!

December Delight's bday may be the most magical one ever. At midnite n her frens r goin to bundle up n enjoy a sleigh ride under the twinkling stars!!

DECEMBER FUN FACTS:

Birthstone-Turqouise Flower: Poinsettia ( wealth & success ) *my main priority for now*

Tis pony Maybelle specially for May babies....one of em wil be my girl bloved girl liZzie!!!

At MAY BELLE's birthday party, everyone takes turns swinging at a piñata! All the ponies squeal with delight when the piñata breaks, and toys and candy come showering down!!

MAY FUN FACTS:

Birthstone-Emerald Flower- Lily of the valley(sweetness & humility)

June Blossom joins up!! (Yiv my dearest...it has ur 'blossom' nickie in her name..so coincidence)

This year, JUNE BLOSSOM wants her birthday party to be a woodland picnic! She's invited her friends to spend the day hiking, chasing butterflies and playing games 'til the sun goes down!

JUNE FUN FACTS:

Birthstone: Alexandrite (changeable - bluish green to purplish-red) Flower: Rose (love) *Wow, i guessed its true for now*

LAMLAM POU POU SEKSEK!!!!!

My little pony..

2005-08-31T01:46:00.000+08:00

i know i may sound childish, but i admit i am...esp when comes to plush toys and cute collectables toys or models!!well lets get started wit tis....haha ..didnt do much on celebrating merdeka...took a stroll at my usual complex 1U...for some dinner and kaikai-ing session wit my dia! ooooo went elle bought one low waist sweat pantS in dark navy wit slits! it makes my legs slimmer tho..hahaha...60++ worth it ! lots to choose from but mostly all kinda high waisted, im not fond of det...girls we shall go kai kai at elle agin kayz!
alright...my dia planned to get some ideal board game to occupy our time....therefore we hop into toys r us straight...at the 1st glance....i saw there were tis shelf filled wit PONIES!! collectables kind!! im attracted....spent bout half an hour choosing which pony to be mine...cant make my choice man..i feel like getting all of em..but alas, got 8 of em!!! hahaha wit each diff colours, names, characteristics and designs! lovely! i wont get enough til i get all the collections...i might make a special garden for em soon...i saw one whole package which includes few ponies & some garden decor thingy...dia sed he might get it for me on my bday...!!! if they arent sold la...till dec...they'll gonna be my fav collectables toys from now on besides my plush toys!nyek nyek...some even hav their own special scent...i owned 2 ponies wit coconut & apple scented...btw got the actual pictionary instead our very own previous ones..hahaha...enclosed wit few shots of my ponies! enjoy@@
Fair weather

Strawberry Reef

Sea spray

Spring Parade- goona search for tis soon!! i wanna get it man! darn pretty!

2 become 1

2005-08-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

ooooh, i feel in lov agin!!! hahaha how silly...jus bcoz my dia has cropped his hair today...hahaha...for almost 4 years ive been together wit him....ive nvr see him wit a reli short hair b4! its true ! im kinda moved by him when he got the courage to crop off his beloved fringe few hours ago in the salon...ahahahaha....actually i dun like his long fringe at all...i prefer guy to hav a proper short hair...baring his forehead n the shape of the face n features...aWW!! sophisticated!hahaha duno y i used tis term for tis matter...ehe i cant stop staring at him for now...n he feels so shy...kewt! even the salonist murmured det hes so shyyyy! silly silly...o yah...the peeps out there might not recog him at all...i believe..so dun get me wrong det i hav another new guy yeah...hahaha...
besides i felt darn darn happie bout 'something' happened lately while im away! hahaha....juz like me myself being in det situation...ya i reli felt det way..couldnt xplain my eagerness to see them getting together as love birds...holding hands...pecks everywhere...oooooo so sweeeeeet...double dates as well! i can assure det we wil hav a greatttt time together dating dating...enjoyin every moment we hav as buddies...awesome man...goodness...i even tink 'that' far alredi for now...hahaa imagination lar...sometimes we hav to dream once in a while...fantasy might becomes reality..! ntg is impossible..yea...well jus treasure n keep up the relationship dear...i trust u guys can do it...make sure u get the best grade ever in tis 1st test! ganbateh~~~ love u guys!

Spared time at G*****G

2005-08-28T17:39:00.000+08:00

after 3 nights up at the highlands...feelin so great...juz so great! accompanied not only by dia but 3 other budakS! :P * 2 siblings 1 cousin girl* hotel wuz fully booked yet we managed to get rooms at its highest floor...kept extendin nights after nights...didnt hav the interest gettin out to the themepark yet we occupied others like da cinema,snooker/pool,bowling,arcade,sing-k & indoor facilities....'The Cave' wuz good...didnt know its official screening wuz that day...the snooker & pool wuz xtremely FUN...well ive improved a lil tho...thx to my sifu-dia....eventho we kena conned by 20 bucks..n im kinda addicted to snooker now..shit..o yah the karaoke's interior wuz darn cool...the sound system not bad....sang thruout 2 hours+dinner...worth it!! 10 nett per head! our bedtime usually in the early morn...cuz we created our very own lame pictionary card game....we laughed our ass off marn...had some tremendous pillow fights too...didnt gav chance even to the budaks! nyek nyek! ohh im glad det i did spared some time for some hols b4 the biz starts...along wit some sweet memoirs b4 dias heading off to aust nex week...grrr...btw,juz for 14days tho..hehe...here.... some pix 'reference' for the peeps!!!

the budaks n i :P

Stressed out-For REAL!

2005-08-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

today has been a very 'remarkable' day for me....sucha nuisance mark....ish...started off my morn servicing my jazzy...it has not been serviced for almost 20,000 mileage...goodness sake...ok done for det....next im supposed to get my restaurant's signage n banner printing up for the contractor by 2pm, headed to the nearest printing shop but the designer wasnt in, there wuz tis philipino gurl who handles the cashier n the wats worse, two times ive been det shop, 2 times the designer wasnt in....n shes not computer literate at all...! even so, she practically doesnt know anything bout printer too....yet shes working in there...sigh...moreover it wuz so urgent till i hav to put my hands on the computer itself, by askin the boss permission...ok, stucked my thumbdrive into the laptop n waited for almost half an hour to open the dam file....its CELERON my my my goodness....n wat happened tis time...the usb port doesnt support my HI-USB drive....waited for nothing!!! feelin real hot, rushed to another shop....they doesnt hav any computers which support my usb drive...on the other hand, they asked me whether do i save my file into a diskette??!! WAT?? u guys stil using a diskette to save some huge blasting illustration file?.then wat r they suppose to do wit a printing shop wit such low grade of management on the computers upgrades? by telling customers - oh we don hav such high performance to print ur stuff? feelin hotter...time is running...so got the appointment postponed....ok fine...went for lunch...wuz so hungry!! dying for a bowl of pan mee...ok now...lacked of chilli paste...went over to take some myself...when i turned...pooF!! Piak!!! some 'blind' lady jus being inconsiderate bang over me n spilled my chilli paste!! her bag wuz the victim afterall...i apologised even tho im not ALL on the wrong side...she jus gav me somekind of look and a 'TSK!!!'goshhhh nasty people!!! sumtimes when things aint right, ur day wil juz continously being a bad bad day! aihhhh.....anyhow i hav to get my signage done by today....decided to drive further for a better printing quality n a better equipped shop....DJ Title design...been a regular customer since my uni....done at las!

No pain, no gain!

2005-08-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

ooooo feelin energetic around mid noon, met up wit liz for gym-ing session as promised....my 1st time attending gym wit a great accompany by my side...hehee...but poor girl, she wuz questioned by some marketin ppl persuading her to join up the club...*det gurl wuz terrible askin numbers of unrelated quests n its hard to understand the way she speaks* anyway...we started our day on the treadmill for 20 mins losing only a small amount of calories...:(
feelin unsatisfied, we headed for the machineS!!!!! pushing our physical body muscles varies fr the arms,biceps,triceps,abs,waist,buTT,thighs,calves....overall! goodness....u can reli work on em to feel ur muscles buffing up juz like det....not too fast of cos but i believe machines do create magic on ur body!
we were so excited so we tried almost all the machines....hehe...my arms kinda aching now...
next...we went for the RPM class ( cycling )...we werent aware det we were juz on time for the class to start...actually we tot of trying out for fun but we're stucked in there for 1 whole hour cycling non stop!!! and it burns up to 900 cal! cool! kinda suffering tho, but we tried our very best to stay on the bike...kiasu lar....
not bad for the 1st timers like us...ehehe....survivors heh....the results: my whole pair of legs n BuTT ached like hell!!!!!! couldnt sleep well due to the aching....its the effect lar for not workin out frequently... >:(
but, had a marvelous dinner wit liz...my calories were added agin....for a plate of thai fried rice...couldnt resist...

feels so great even after workin so hard out ....feels fresh after my body wuz detoxified for the 1st time ever...even tho my body stil ache...but worth it...i wud definately move my ass to the gym agin n agin....
some pix to share...cant accept the fact det we're cam whores....hahahaha ...thx so much for ur accompany...lamlam!!!! wud lov to work out wit u no matter wat...gym kakis...yes we are...fr tis point!! hehe

Fantasy,myth,legend.....

2005-08-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

paid a visit in a deco shop along sg.buloh for some shoppin, mainly sellin artificial flowers, pots,candles,vases,paintings,stones n more...its 3 floored occupied wit different items for diff concepts...im in loveeee wit all the decorations they made, its reli beautiful! such a pretty place...u'll jus feel like staying in there long enough for every detail of admiration u wish upon...
there...wuz tis particular section which caught my very eyes, FAIRIES porcelains dolls in diff sizes, colours, designs!!! im very fantasied minded person...me,myself do mind every single note bout fantasy stories n myth....which i tink i will decorate my future home into a fantasy concept interior,wit its own unique n mystical feel. dets part of my dreams too...heehee....its been in my mind...tho
ive stucked in det section fer quite sometime admiring along wit the initiative above to grab all of em BUT its not the right time...yet...sigh..o yeah there wuz tis particular fairy doll which comes in diff shades...its functioned right to the switch button...so it works juz like a miniature lamp whenever u on the switch...its preTTY!!!! it has some fairy dust on the body,large butterfly wings attached n longg beaded dress...gosh...juz loving it n it costs bout 50+ a single doll.
talkin bout fantasy, i assumed not many ppl are so attached to the stories n the characters of myth...but for me, it has been me since ive started playin Final Fantasy series...by then ive been insanely chasing all over the fantasy rpgs which available at the market....fantasy movies like LOTR...n Nania wil be out tis winter ( definately watchin ), myth stories on the net,new age section n some of the fantasy books!! o yeah puzzle pieces too..ehehe..oh dun ever lack out my dia, hes one fantasy freak too...esp in games tho...any fantasy games wil do...:P
ive the passion too on any the illustrative side....wil post some great artworks anytime soon...*my mouse wuz out therefore im having some hard time to paste em* hehe
reach out for em asap...

Fetish in CARS!

2005-08-15T17:48:00.000+08:00

cars on the road, rally cars, GT cars n even miniature cars are everyone's fav asset. in this generation, at least one, one car wil be owned by one individual owner despite the gender.even for me, ive learnt alot bout cars fr my dia since hes one car maniac by now...n my interest in cars has grown after watching the initial-d anime n movie...its lot way diff fr my perspect thinkin in cars...esp. bout the way in modifications of the outlook,interior n the inner stomach of the car which makes ppl willing to spend money on the asset...its jus like a hobby...car lovers shud be able to elaborate more on tis....hehe, im stil a novice in tis case..for me, im practically more into the outlook of the car, makeup-ing my car,juz like being myself lar...hahahaha..not so much into the real deep details of the engine n all....yet!mostly the guys ive known love cars....99%....juz like girls who love shopping, its the same fetish...hehe
one of em wil alwiz be MR.G....muahahahhaa.....ur true self has been revealed here!!!
the other one my dia lor...n my DAD!! he wuz the one suggested to modify my car instead of my dia...hehehe
in these few days while my dad wuz outstation, he wuz overlook by tis Peugeot 407 Coupe n fell in love instantly...therefore today 15-8-05, he booked one immediately b4 he get to move back agin...as a birthday gift in advance one day...happeeeee burfday dad!!!!

Black Beauty.....

Moments

2005-08-15T02:11:00.000+08:00

such moments cant be explained...but may be shared with the ppl u loved...
it cant be rewrite or erase...but wil b stamped in the hearts of the souls...
such moments wil be much treasured by someone who has turned the page...
even by then, u might be the author urself whom concludes the story of such moments...

Reunion.....

2005-08-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

im feelin bright....so so bright....after for so long ive nvr felt tis kinda feelin ever since that troubled times...now my beloved dad has came back n wil be stayin over for the nex few days....b4 he got to move agin...we had a 'family' reunion 2day which consist only my dad,both younger sloths,dia n his parents...i know its weird but we r one happi family....altho we doesnt hav the actual connection in our blood...some might say having a huge group line wil alwiz be a happi family, usually humans are born to be very straight in the perspect line of thinkin n view...indeed the stories are alwiz uncovered...for myself, i rather put myself in a small family...a well bonded family....doesnt matter bout the blood line....as long as there r the elements of love within a fam...im all satisfied...u wudnt wanna know the details which bound to be happened in a big fam...its complicated n not worth while to post ere....i do hav a big one...n i hav the rights to choose my own ppl whom i loved n be loved all my life...juz few of em....n of cos including my furry members n my future kids...nyeknyek
2day,we had a great time travellin, makanin diff kinds of fusion food, personal environmental cleanin session, board gaming, 10kg> fruits munchin n the joy of laughters which conclude the day!!
from tis day onwards, we can be considered as one officially family apart the consequences....and also as biz partners...we r destined to go thru our life together as one....life can be beautiful like the sunrise & sunset...it goes up n down everyday but since ive enough of the downs.....at least be fair from now...i hope...n i alwiz pray....>:)

FitneSs indulGence..

2005-08-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

got myself n dia signed up at celebrity fitness...seems like my willpower for keeping myself fit n look good has taken me up to another level...which i tink its worth it!!!!!! tis is my 1st time entering a fitness club which really amazed me....i know im sucha jakun...but it reli makes u feel good whenever u put ur step on the entrance....the interior's fabulous....wit neons lighting....along wit the trance music which motivates u on the move...hundreds of working out machines navigating diff parts of ur body suitings...hundreds of classes....including yoga,belly dancing,waltz,line dancing,wushu,taichi,martial arts,aerobic.....etc...amazing! well as for me, ive taken up the package wit 4 sessions of personal training...workin out on my upper n lower body toning....and also losing some weight.muahahhaa!! they've figured out the rapid results for me wil be shown within 3-4 mths...but for my dia's situation might take longer since he's takin weight+buff package. one of the adviser told us det losing weight is ezi but gaining weight wil be much tougher than wat u tink...ganbateh dia!

o yeah im alredi setting up my VIP guest list for 7 days free trial which includes my darlins...my dad n dia's parents!haha..wud lov to see em on the treadmill real soon...even for now, im stil persuading liz to join along since if there's a company around,it'll much fun! hahhaa n i tink my PR got a passing mark....Liz wil be joining me nex mth...wooo hooooooo....im so glad! :)))))))))))

lizzie, so sorry if i've talked too much hehehehe....n then we can work out together along on the cross trainer machine ,watching MTV with our headphones on....sweating out our pants...n then proceeding to the yoga classes....tackle up the peaceful mindset....along wit some aerobics...head up to the spa...n a hot shower for our very day!! :P gosh i cant wait....

altho i know i'll be very bz for my upcoming biz...but im sure i wil spend some time for the club along wit some hardcore working out sessions! n of cos, wit my lizzie n dia!

welcome to the celebrity club!

note: yiv, if u read tis, i wud encourage u to join along...it'll be triple the fun!! shall hear fr u real soon...lamlammm!

F-A-T-S!!

2005-08-10T01:50:00.000+08:00

shit!!! ive gained weight!!! argH!!! ive been such a food craver ever since....esp my pre-mentrual days arent over yet...shits!!!!!!!! i didnt realise until ive put myself on the weighing machine today!!! ahhhhhhh~~!! even if its
1kg-2kg heavier but i feel the diff...serious!! i dunwanna hav flabby arms...big huge thights n calves...bulky body mass...ahhhhh...i realised det i don exercise much n i eat alot!!! i love supperS! aih Guilty guilty!!!
no choice...i hav to eat lesser by now if i can resist my cravings...hahaha....or maybe eat healthier lar...in better manner...stil eat tho...feel like getting a book which ive came acrossed today...its talking bout an actress's (her name is jocelyn) lifestyle n the way she maintain a healthy ...fit...n slim.. body!! well shes reli FIT!!! browsed thru few pix!! gosh envy envy! might get det book later...o yah she uses some kinda electronic muscle & fat stimulators machine which tones & burns ur fats in certain part of ur body....which u like...anytime ..anywhere..its portable...tot of getting it hahahaha!! not only det, she uses alot of body products too but mostly emphasizing on the way she eats,exercises,& tactics to maintain a healthy n slim body ever....gurls' dreams! ganbateh carmie!

DReams!!!

2005-08-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

took a stroll down town in kl....even its a sunday but stil as hectic as ever...nvr like kl tho...along wit the hazy weather now...often gives me headache...wuz suppose to pick up my PS2 dashboard after fixing for a week...no choice...without it...im abit bored at home...wuz outta cash since yesterday...went around the building searchin for atms...all of em were out of order...or service unavailable sumting like det...grrr....even went over to Lot10.....at las found one maybank across the road which it wuz the oni one working afterall....ouhh...my headache worsen...went bak straight after det....msia is a country which its not convenient at all...ish...esp kl...
im lucki to stay in pj...its a reli diff environment compared to kl....the mood...the accommodations...transportations..drivers on the road....civilisations...etc...
but of cos...i stil prefer to put myself back in some pretty countries which i liked.....for exp. Australia...New Zealand...Holland...Italy...
maybe when im a retiree....i might move my ass outta here...ahaaha...juz a thought...
its impossible for u not to enjoy the lifestyle in overseas....esp the weather...ohhh 4 seasons...wil hav 4 wardrobes followed by the seasons...imagine hahahahaa nolaaa abit exaggerating lar..hehe
maybe im juz dreaming...but dreams r the point which makes u strive hard for it...n by achieving it to be part of ur goals...
well i juz love to live in a quiet place...a home by the beach...along wit my loved ones....n of cos my furry members...takin some strolls along the seasides in the evening watching sunset...ahhh beautiful!!! hahahaaha my dreams!!!!

Hilarious+Ashamed

2005-08-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh, i wont believe tis...its kinda funnie tho...the situation wuz badddd....tis is how it went...TODAY..

dinner at some jap restaurant in ikano wit dia n sisters...we knew we lacked of cash but there's alwiz tis solution..cc..haha...so we didnt realised until we filled our stomach...tat restaurant doesnt accept cc...in anyhow..the amount exceeded the cash in our wallet...our accounts in the bank kosong juga...charm lorr....'sek pa wong chan meh'...so in the end...dia got an idea..so he went out n came bak after 15 mins wit some cash in hand...n he wont tell us how he got them...instead he sed he went under some 'rompakan' mission....hahaha we r safe!! well, told my dad bout tis incident n he laughed..haha...advised to be alert b4 entering a restaurant without cash esp. :)) i'll make sure my upcoming HotPot wil hav the cc margin applied...

n now back to my furry members section..hahaa...my fetish!
yah yah juz got beebee from a breeder...got him checked up n confirmed he's one healthy pup...glad! he needs to be vaccined nex week tho...here's some pix to share...

BeeBee
hehe...adorable yea...hes as tiny as bambam no doubt...maybe lil chubbier...lov him so much..hehe bambam might jealous but he wil b ok in 2-3 days..ahaha...o well..heres a pix of my kittens...goldie n choki...:P

oh been missing nova lately, might drop by at his paradise nex weekend...to check out his condition n all...hehe...thx furry members...u ve brightened up my day ever since....

New Furry member!!

2005-08-05T02:30:00.000+08:00

trading within our community is still on since decades n decades back...ive actually given away nova to a real wealthy rich indian man early tis noon...i trusted him n juz got to know he owned an enormous bungalow near genting hill wit spacious land....along wit his 30 dogs!!! imagine! im reli glad det nova has given a pleasure to live there..hehe...btw, he offered me a husky pup anytime if i wish to...sumkind of trading huh...ehehe thanks lot but i dun tink im capable to keep a husky anymore unless im filthy rich!...

anyways..juz got a new furry member back home...its a MALTESE!!! muahaaa im so mean even tho ive juz given away nova but i juz cant get myself used to living wit only one dog...besides getting another small dog wont take up my condo's space hehe..im so determined to get one today therefore dia n i went around the town jus to spot some maltese if we're lucki enough...initially got tis maltese thru newspaper ref...so there goes my wallet but its cheaper than petshops...hehe...i shall intro to u guys one fine day ok....oh his name is Bee Bee....juz 2 mths baby...adorable...ok i admit im a crazy insane doglover...gosh

well talking bout rich...i wont indulged myself too much into fame n gold....most importantly happiness along wit ppl i loved... live comfortably ...without worries n of cos....good health....n peace!! ... i know i wont be blinded by greed easily but stil we need marnee to survive in tis world.......but ..my dia once told me det rich doesnt alwiz count as prospherous in marnee...rich can be anything in the sense of health...family....love...beauty..nature...and so on....there,im greedy for all kinds of rich tho...ehehe...grrr...wil work on thru my life n strive to the point im wishing for....

love u beebee!

Relieved!

2005-08-04T01:30:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhh!! finally ive found a new owner for nova...found him in the forum whereby he actually posted his details along wit his 10 dogs profiles!! among em were few huskies....seems like nova wil hav lotsa frens afterall! i dun usually give away my dogs unless ive no choice or i find det the he/shes a good owner..able to feed em well enough n most importantly i wudnt want my dogs to bcome some kinda stray dogs the very nex day....he or she must be a DOGLOVER!! so am i....ehehee

its hard to defined my love towards dogs so much...its been a natural side of me since im juz a kid...i jus love canines...but i wudnt allowed to keep any pets at home since then....so after my mum's not here anymore,i tink i need someone to accompany every now n then at home...therefore i got bambam!! hes like part of my family at home...couldnt go anywhere without him...since hes so tiny...usually i will juz tag him along whenever i go to dia's hse for dinner or watsoever...hahaha but he wil spontaneously marked all the corners wit his peepee...just a dog's nature...ahaha...everyone loves him...bcos hes soooooooooo cuteeeee....he wuz a rare one tho...smaller version of the silky terriers...maybe he has some unbalanced hormones encouraging him to stay tis size.....cuter mar...a pic of bambam i wud like to share ....

oh yea i couldnt resist any pet shops around in msia...whenever i spot one..eventually u wil see me loitering around lookin at cute puppies....comparing with mirrors...i wil definately set petshop as the main priority hahha....girls u shud know wat i mean by mirrors...ehehe
last few days, ive popped into the tmn megah's petshop...earlier b4 i got into the entrance...i hope i wudnt spot any cute puppies since i wil juz get one anytime if i reli wants it....gosh...jackspot!!! i spotted one maltese which its dam cuteeeeeeeeeee n adorable...juz like a white puffy cotton wool!!! he's staring at dia...wit his lil tiny full black eyes...goodness...but too bad tat puppy wuz owned by the manager... >:(

Juz a lil reference for u guys...tis is the maltese im talking bout...which looked almost similiar wit the one i saw....goodnesss.....aWWW!!!!

Letting go

2005-08-03T01:09:00.000+08:00

My Handsome Nova
too bad i hav to let go my nova very sooon enough...cuz i wil be moving to a condo...dets y i cant tag along my nova since he doesnt hav any much space to roam around....big dogs arent advisable to stay in condos anyway . since hes a xtremly active dog, he needs alot of attention to fill his playtime quite often....i realised det i hadnt pay much attention to him due to my schedule now...im kinda regreted det ive actually bought him without thinking all these circumstances....its a bad mistake to be done....wherelse bambam can stay indoor all the time regards his size...

so at the moment..ive set up a forum in www.puppy.com.my posting on the selling price n the details which a buyer may needed. sigh sigh...ive tried called up the pet shop where i bought nova earlier n enquired bout tis matter...the reply wuz not too encouraging since hes alredi 7 mths...most of the buyers wud prefer to get a puppy instead. therefore ive marked down the selling price to half of the cost n yet negotiable.ive no choice...

so i wud appreciate those ppl who wil lend me a hand to spread the news among the society of ur family members or frens...whos interested getting a husky or a dog since husky is reli rare among the dogs breed...might as well giv me a call straight..../ tag me...pls may u?
the details bout nova wil be stated below:

Breed:Pure siberian husky
Age:7 mths
Gender:Male
Colour:Black+White
Eyes colour: Left Blue , Right Black
Special quality: Champion Bloodline, Perfect forehead markings
Height:2 ft ++
MKA certified w/ certificate
1 year Full vaccinated
Litter Trained on the newspaper
Characteristic:Active, Playful, Tough, Hardworking, Cheeky, Curious, xtremely Smart, the rest r urs to judge.
Selling price- 1.5k (nego)Cost Price-3.2k
Pls pls pls lend me any news regarding the above matter.thanks a million!!!!!!!!!!

regards,
carmen cheong carmencsc@gmail.com

Weekenders

2005-07-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

usual siblings' hangout for the weekends.among of all, me...the eldest must hav the responsibility to 'chiu chu' em under the roof.at the meantime im the woman of the family...along wit my personal assistant.hehe
sometimes i juz dun get it, even if im the eldest, shudnt juz rely on me in everything! dets juz unfair...in my point of view...its taxing!! Real taxing!! well maybe bcuz i hav learnt the meanin of independent since im quite a kid...but not em.aih...after all i get to accept the fact det my perspective in life has changed enormously. it reli does.not to mention in detail but briefly i wud honestly say it.

watched Sepet even i knew it has been a show thats outta fr the cinema listing now.i wudnt mind watchin tho.
wat can i say...a passing mark for a local movie.but the endin wuz kinda expected.n the dialogue wuz juz too looooong juz for a scene. well gambateh!

back to shoppin...haha...bought quite a number of stuff...while i wuz havin my dinner, received a sms fr my liz mentioning bout the tops they bought fr urban n wud lov to check it out but my legs were kinda sore due to my newly bought pointy slingback.'i wore it straight away' haha
in loveeeeeeee wit pointy shuz now!!!! even they giv u a hard time for walking but worth it!! dem sophisticated...i feel ive grown up...reli...even my taste in fashion changed! sumtimes i juz walk in some teenage shops like roxy...romp or watsoever...i feel i dun hav the interest in getting any of em...oh shit...i shud make myself younger now..but im happi to dress up more like a woman rather than a girl...anymore....

im not a girl not yet a womannnnnnn......teeeheeee!!

Shisha-ing

2005-07-30T02:07:00.000+08:00

met up wit my *son*,mab,gerald wit dia along for A late dinner....got conned by a restaurant named MK REstaurant located at mutiara d'sara,the waiter suppose to reckon us dinner set whereby the price of a set wud be juz 30++ for 5 of us BUT spontaneously we ordered ala carte food instead....due to our 'smart consumer habit'!haha...enjoyed lotsa laughter by some lame jokes we made... even compared our 'laughing surround' wit another table which they've been laughing very loudly too...
mab wuz craving for the shisha lately,therefore there we go...hartamas shisha session...kinda addicted to the royal+mint flavor which made us high...unexpectedly...along wit loads of lala....si ham...balitong...seafood king/queen is wat u call...;P

wud lov tis kinda meetings more often, it really makes u feel great, free ur mind...n basically HAPPY!! i wud prefer my life filled my happiness..everyone does...i bet...but sumtimes we hav to face some probs,obstacles,n even suffer in life...juz hav to go thru diff stages tho...we're human beings...wat u expect...same old phrase- look forward, tink positive, get on wit ur own life, be selfish once a while , y bother others dam life? my motto *Accept the fact*....be wat u R...n make life beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!

Pleasureeeee

2005-07-29T00:07:00.000+08:00

oh my 'potato skins'....yummm!!! check out at planet hollywood's ala carte menu! guaranteed satisfaction!!! Crisp on the outside, wit creamy cheesy ingredients...perfect flavor wit some sour cream dipper!yummmmmmmm!

well, as for me i lov to pleasure myself wit goooood foood, travelling around pretty places, and shop n shop n shop!!hahaha, wat u expect...im a typical girl ma!geee...some ppl reli work so hard juz to earn enough to survive...while some keep on earning n earning till loaded but wont spend a penny to satisfy themselves...i jus dun get it..usually tis happens on the 'cina beng' colony...i feel det its kinda useless if u dun spend the money since we r all blessed wit oni 1 life, y not live life to the fullest?yeah...if i got the money i wud spent em wisely yet satisfying!

till now...i stil cant get to go holiday!my nex destination is Redang Island even tho ive been there once...but its not enough!i wud lov to go wit my loved ones....n my fellow frens! i wanna fill up my memories agin n agin....

A cheesy shot at the planet's! lov u dia!

Xtra Supplements

2005-07-28T00:10:00.000+08:00

Oooo sudd i feel i need some health supplements to get me goin...since im using almost 3/4 of my energy at the moment...hahha...
bsides, im alredi in my early 20's ( sounds old the way i described ) ....i hav to take care myelf...take care of my siblings as well...geez...hehe...did some research on the right supplements i hav to take regards my condition n all...not to say im sick but juz some xtra vitamins for my body....ehehe...i need to get some for my dia too...
im kinda conscious in all this stuff due to some ailments which it wuz so unlucky to happened in my family.
some of em can be pass thru family genes...its kinda scary but true...therefore prevention is better than cure...gosh hahah i wont tink anyone will b interested reading tis part...kinda 'kolot' way of thinkin...ehehhe
anyone interested check it out here http://www.blackmores.com.au....i doubt anyone wil actually click on it...psst..juz wanna test my link method...muahahaha....

take care pplz!

......Dot dot dot.......

2005-07-27T02:10:00.000+08:00

hmmm, frequent hang outs wit my darlings is alwiz fun! had lunchie wit em tis noon at kim's....they suggested there due to my sore throat im havin now which i wont able to take fried food or sumtin but noodle soup..sweeeeeeeeet! hugZ! but sorry gurls....i hav to get along wit my work dets y i cant join u girls for the mega sales... :(

but i believe no matter how busy is one, a true fren wil alwiz spare out some time for each other...dets make the friendship great...unlike someone which ive been so close...our friendship has broken into friend and a ship! meanin...she's having her own life while i hav my own...btw, of cos im dissapointed for not expecting a fren of mine turns out to be like dET, not to say i did step on her tail or sumtin, but i juz dun understand y! u see...sucha ignorant case!she juz dun know det shes hurting someone by doin all these actions, lyings and stuff like det......yeah u know wut...i dun giv a damn on all this shits! i dun tink she's leaving any footprints for me either.....i dunwan it...i prefer sumting which i dunwanna get too indulging into the past..the past is past....juz fade like the time....it wil nvr comes bak....we cant turn bak the clock too....gosh enough of tis man....getting me sick....

o yeah...i must MUST get inside FOS....ive took a peek at sum kids clothing which i tink i wil fit in it....hahaha real cute n the price is reasonable too....not adult price mar...sure la..ahahaha...thx yiv for letting me realise det FOS has lovely clothes...muahaha...nice skirts u bought!

everyday, every hour, every min for me is precious! for the time being, i dun tink i can do sum stuff which i've been doin all tis while..my schedule has changed! but i feel im useful u know! hahahaa....i wanna make my dad proud of me....n i wanna achieve sumting big b4 im 25 ( i wish i can).... im scared at times...but wit my dia around, my worries hav been cut in half..thx dia! muax!

Satisfaction+stress

2005-07-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

ouch!! pretty tired lately...maybe bcoz due to mind stressing out ...wat i mean wuz mental stress..not so much on physical pressure...or maybe a lil...well compared wit my dia, it seemed to be im the one whois feelin stress,fatique & excited at the moment...well wat can i say, its my 1st time!!! *geez sounds like sumting else* hehe...on the other hand...my dia had experience on workin in a restaurant...cuz his parents owned a rest few years back...dets y im so 'kan cheung' now..gosh!!! nvm nvm...i shall relax n let things run smoothly...so far so good...since after *ditching* a fella who happened to be dia's close fren...the story goes like tis:

b4 dia n i even start planning on opening a korean style restaurant, there wuz tis fren of dias who wanted to help us in plannin tis biz on the go....but after a while..we noticed det his behaviour and way of thinkin much diff fr us! juz like the sky n the earth...n yet he's bossy! he alwiz seemed to be the one who ordering us to do tis...do det...n even setting up the restaurant into a dam diff concept...imagine he wanted the restaurant to be part of a pub...and a kopitiam serving char kuey teow!!!! its been a while dia n i hav been thinkin a way to *ditch* him but of cos in a nice manner lor...by now he doesnt know det the restaurant gonna open soon...nyek nyek...

wat i realised wuz...frens can be frens but when comes to the biz part...they can be a diff person fr wat u knew...n some misunderstanding might occur if things aint goin right...they might bcome ur enemy or even betray u for sake of $$$ sign! and ive learned det if u wan to co. a biz wit a partner....better make sure he/she the trusted ones and a real true fren of urs...but wat i know..its dam hard to get a person like tis...ppl r blinded by greed...n the mask wil oni be visible until u see their true face...ive met all kinds of ppl like tis...sigh

anyhow i wil stil work on my 'hot pot' til it boils!!!!!muahahahahaaa TAT IS MY 1ST PRIORITY FOR NOW! MUAX!

multi task!

2005-07-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

im right here! ooh im getting used to my living style now as a multi tasker lady!hehe im kinda happy whereby my dreams in life are approaching...my family are stable after my mum's incident...my sisters are giving me less problems since im always away fr home due to work planning...my friendships r good...hehehe...my current relationship smooth as well *touchwood*...haha and MEGA SALES is on!!!! gosh....i have lotsa things in my mind which i would love to get la....

- von dutch denim cap
- indian beaded style sandals
- sharp coloured slingback shoes
- lycra/strechable baby T with cute wordings (ref:aliz)
- big shoulder bag (storage 4 my stuff including my work)
- a glasses storage pouch (preferably soft material)
- unique name card holder
- 3/4 pants (tight ones..which i've been lookin ever since)

ouch im goona spend alot tis mth....but i wud limit myself anyway...hope i can do it!hahaha....anyhow stil i hav to focus on my work now...since tis time is the most important period b4 the opening of 'hot pot'( girls, ive changed the name)... oyeah i took a quick shot on the pink cropped short sleeve cardigan which i bought fr sg wang-cheap cheap shop...actually i wuz suppose to look for some appropriate polo T or shirts for my rest. uniform...but couldnt find any...so i felt not nice without getting anything back home...so juz grab tis cardigan which i tink im in love wit it...cuz i dun own any short sleeve cardigan.o yeah n lizz...tat bebe top has gone for good now!!!!! regretted!!!!!! ishish...nvm i make sure i can get some other nicer tops than tis...

meanwhile get back to the topic...eheheh...i prefer to get myself bz rather than shaking legs at home or spending money outside without getting back! i wouldn't imagine that i'm workin into a diff line rather than a designer. its so unxpected! i wil nvr start a biz on my own without sumbody supporting me behind my back or rather stil all sides of me...im gladly thankful det there r reliiii ppl like det...1stly..my dad, he's the man of the family and he's the most understanding dad ive known, he supports watever i do n watever i fond of...esp on my studies n career...he's not those forceful fathers n now he's giving me advices on biz which im starting to learn alot fr him...opening restaurant wuz part of my wish..not his...yet he agrees in watever i think!lov ya dad...ive grown up heehehe
2ndly...wuz dia's parents...they had bcome part of my family since det *incident*...i dun tink i can breath on my own without them putting a tough stick bhind me...overall i can say they're the best uncle/aunty...they r real supportive n they're guiding me n my sisters thru-out our life, helpin us wit sweat n blood n much more...honestly they cant be compared to my real blood connection family...those ppl can balik kampung makan jagung...my family line is big but i dun trust either any of em...they r up to no good...alot of bad things happened but i prefer to disclosed em here..3rdly my dia...he's the perfect mate for me...nobody's perfect but i can say he's the one for me...for almost 4 years we've been together, he wuz wit me all the while whenever im up or down...he's alwiz the 1st one to reach me...we've been ideally together for tis period of years...unexpectedly hehehe...both of us hav gone thru tonnes of things in life...esp the times when im real doomed!!!! gosh wouldnt imagine still! n yet we both shared the same career now...same life...as one soul! im dam sure he's the one! *tak malu me*
and 4thly, my true friends...which some has been dissappeared in my list...their names r not to b mention here...but i guessed u wil know...not to say im dissappointed but since they're the one who walked out fr my life...i wont lose anything fr em...which i believe i wil meet more true ppl....instead! i cant be sad over all these thigns which i know i hav more serious stuff to mendle with...i better stay wit the true ones...and spend more time wit em...im gladly to say tis! there r ppl who love to take advantage on u...ppl who ignores u...ppl who wanan mess up wit u...ppl who lies...ppl who dun appreciate frenship...ppl who r stuck up...ppl who r...blaming u fr ntg...etc etc.....
by now i wil know who r my true frens...juz few of em...not many...but im happi wit em around!hehee my shopping kakis of cos!!! keke n their the ones who spend time to read allllll my ssayings here hahaha * soli la *

i tink i hav to get back to my work...geez...wil blog someother time!
life is short but its beautiful...depends on how u live wit it...its ur life...n i love my life!!

2005-07-23T03:41:00.000+08:00

Goodness in me!!

i wouldn't expect det i wil create a blog outta sudden....nyeknyek my darlz wil definately be suprised if they see this...

frankly speakin, i created tis blog merely juz to mendle with the templates, designs n posting pix!! not much bout bloggin tho...but i wil try to blog as much as possible.*ahem*

im stil novice in tis...so i must request for help fr my pro darlz! hehe

o yeah since i wil start workin soon...this blog wud be a good site for us to reunite in case i've no spare time wit u darlz....Hugz!

bsides, my diadia wil nvr nvr expect me to create a blog like tis! its just not me!

im a lazy bum ya know...dets wat i told liz when she asked me to create join her for a team blog. hehehe maybe later stage i will...let me practise k.

p/s: tis isnt a good 1st entry...juz a preview for myself! haha